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------------------------------------------ The birth --------------------------------------------
"Get up boy! Up!! Pick up your sword. You have many a battles to win! You are a soldier! You can't sit here and play in the dirt all day long."
"But papa, I don't wanna go anywhere. I wanna stay right here and play. Look at the castle I made in sand papa. Do you like it?"
"There is no time for such non-sense boy. Grow up!! You're not a little kid anymore.. You are meant for great things. GREAT THINGS!! ..When you are ready you will enthrall the whole world... So throw those toys away and come with me... "
"But papa... "
"Look.. If you do as I say I promise I'll get you a real castle, A REAL BIG CASTLE. All yours. You can play with it all day and night."
"Really papa!! Really!!"
"Yes... You can have your own horses and elephants in there and you can ... "
"What about dragons papa... Giant big dragons... "
"Yes those too.. Come on now.. you don't have any time to waste.. Every second of your life is precious."
"...and rabbits.. and dogs and .."
------------------------------- The long journey ------------------------------------------------
[years pass by... ]
"How far do we walk father? How many more miles are there between me and the castle?"
"Oh, many.[pause]..many more... your journey I'm afraid is not very easy. It's not for the weak hearted to embark on. The fact that you have embarked on this speaks many a hundred volumes about you. Your task though painful will bear fantastic results. Trust me!!"
"Have you seen the castle? How does it look like?"
"I haven't seen it, but I have heard a lot about it. It lies beyond these vast stretch of mountains. Across these high elevations, it lies, at the highest point of the highest mountain that bears its weight upon the mighty earth.. There is where your dreams take shape son... That is where you want to go.. So waste no time and set forth.. find that mountain which cranes its neck above all others and kisses the skies, and standing on top of it is your castle.."
[smiling] "I can't wait to set my eyes on it father.. "
"I'm glad to know that son.. I once feared that you will never agree to embark on such a mission.. but I see now that my fears were ill founded."
"No father, that'll never happen. You gave me a dream and now I can't see anything other than what I want to see. I promise you father, that I will see no sight that does not lead me to the castle, I will hear no sound that does not talk of the castle, I will strive as valiant men have striven, and I will burn as nature chooses to burn ambitious men who hark on doing the extrordinary, I will keep walking until I have reached my goal. I promise."
[turning back at the man... his father]
"Aren't you coming with me father? We have walked these many years together, won't you walk with me anymore?"
"No son, you are to go alone. I stop here.. I have done my part. I have held your hand long enough. You walk alone now.. Good luck to you."
------------------------------------- The pursuit of knowledge----------------------------------
[adulthood.. ]
"So it is you then.. "
"What?"
"You must be that brave young man everyone is talking about. You must be the one going to the Mt.Alfresco."
"Alfresco??"
"Yes, the highest peak that bears its weight upon the earth, the mighty mount Alfresco. Alfresco literally means the sky. They say so because, upon looking at it from a distance, it looks as though the sky merges with the mountain. No one is ever known to have climbed it."
[beaming.. ] "Yes, I was told about that, and I am about to do exactly that."
He continued...
"Tell me wise man, tell me how to reach there.. I have walked many a years on this flat earth, I now wish to start my ascent. Tell me how I can realise my dreams."
"you will have to cross many a smaller mountains before you even see a glimpse of the Alfresco, Head north, climbing every mountain you come across, and you shall see your dreams."
---------------------------------------Brief moments of ecstasy---------------------------------
He gazed into her eyes, holding her hand, and said, "I seem to run out of words . I don't think I can correctly express how happy you make me feel."
"I hold your hand and my world freezes before my eyes and my thoughts whirl out of control." he continued.
"Words, I believe weren't made to express feelings of love dear, for the simple reason that words can't describe my feelings for you. Love knows and understands a different language. That language I know, yet I don't know."
[long pause.. ]
"A brush of your hand and the years of pain disappears.. happiness is so much yet so little..you mean so much to me." he said smiling.
"and yet you wish to climb that mountain of yours..", she sighed and continued..
"If I really do mean so much to you then I ask you, for whatever my love is worth, to stay back, and take me as your wife. I need you as much and perhaps more than you will ever need me."
"Please my love.. say no more..Your words... they... they make me want to stop. It fills me with a deep craving for a family, a longing for children and the happiness that they bring. I hope you understand that I can't jeopardise my dreams, that my path is set and I shall not waver...
[pause..]
"Let me go..." he said..
[stiffled sobs.. ]
------------------------------------------Just this once-----------------------------------------
"I'm exhausted.. This doesn't seem to end at all. Will I ever reach the end of it?" , he thought to himself climbing a mountain. I can't seem to do this anymore.", he thought.
"Just this once.." cried out a voice from behind.. "Just this once... "
"Who are you?"
"Consider me as your mentor. think of me as a teacher or a guide. I can help you."
"Have you been to the top sir? Do you know how it is?"
"No noble traveler, I haven't. but that is where you should go. Your castle awaits you there. Strive and keep faith. Stop not young man.. You are meant for this."
"Thank you... you rekindled my faith in myself.. you reposed my faith in my dream.. I shall carry on.."
-------------------------------------------Just this once again----------------------------------
"I'm exhausted.. This doesn't seem to end at all. Will I ever reach the end of it?" , he thought to himself climbing another mountain. I can't seem to do this anymore.", he thought.
"Just this once.." cried out a voice from behind.. "Just this once... "
"Who are you?"
"I'm your mentor again.. this is your last mountain before the big ascent.. So don't lose faith.."
"thank you yet again, Sir.. I shall carry on.. thank you so much.."
-----------------------------------The closing chapter------------------------------------------
"seventy years I have battled thus and my days are few.." the old man addressed to self in a voiceless soliloquy.
"My body is frail and limbs are gaunt and yet I walk, my spirit, carrying me forward."
"I am there.. I'm almost there... " he mumbled to the voices in his head. His folks were long gone, his father dead, his mentors dead, his love perished, yet he spoke to them in his mind. Their voices and his- difference of which he knew not- egging him to carry on.
And then with the last few final steps, he climbed atop the summit and looked up, expecting to behold a sight that he had already seen in his mind.
[long pause ... ]
--------------------------------------------Agony and despair----------------------------------
A small stone arch was all that stood there, dilapitated. The arch surrounded by mounds of dust stood there as if mocking at him.
Joy turned into disbelief and disbelief gave way to agony. His body slumped, unable to bear the weight of the pain that filled his soul. He kneeled thrusting his weight upon the earth, and suddenly let out a loud wail, heard only by the arch. The old man wallowed in pain, thrusting and swaying in all directions, with the guilt of having wasted his life overbearing all his senses. but it was not the last thing he did.
The stone arch has many stories to tell and if it is to be believed then the old man broke into hysterical bouts of laughter interspersed with few garbled words here and there.
If you were to ask the stone arch that stands there even today, it would tell you that the last few words of the old man's lament were "...my castle in air... CASTLES IN AIR.. CASTLES.. CASTLES IN AIR!!!...."